well now....
well now this is very confusing....
she comes into my life like a storm....
and as fast as it happend it stopped....
this kind of things shouldnt happen to a man....
well now this is very confusing....
she comes into my life like a storm....
and as fast as it happend it stopped....
this kind of things shouldnt happen to a man....
feel so dark, feel so empty
and to top it off im feeling a little drowsy
and im not even drunk
and i cant even do a slam dunk
but....
yeah theres always a but
always is and always was, well
fuck it, im to emo to continue my fucking rhymes
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im too fucked up to think of anything to write.... thnx for reading anyways.....
amfota talaga... kung kelan kailangan mo tatanggalin sayo... khit alam nilang wala akong ginawang masama, amfota talaga para na nila akong pinatay... mas mabuti sana kung pinatay na lang nila ako... tanginang buhay to... wla man lang akong kalaban laban... hnde na maganda to.. tangina talaga.... buti kung napakasama ko ng tao... pag katapos ng lahat ng ginawa ko eto pa igaganti sa akin... lecheng buhay to... buti na lang andyan ang mga tunay na kaibigan na dumadamay sa akin... salamat sa inyong lahat....
**sigh**
haaaaaayyyyy...... sarap tlaga....
**sigh**
nakaka-adik....
parang di ko kayang tigilan....
kakainin at kakainin ko....
habang......
**sigh**
sana wag matigil....
sana laging ganito.....
ang sarap tlaga......
ng......
chicken sa ministop!!
ganito ba talaga lagi buhay ko....
laging sawi sa mga pangarap at sa mga panaginip
sana... lagi na lang sana...
ano ba ang nagawa at laging ganito
minsan mas masarap sigurong pumanaw....
kaso kahit gustuhin ko hinde pwede....
malaking gastusan yan para sa pamilya....
ang pamilyang mahal ko....
pero hindi ko kilala....
hindi din nila ako kilala....
bat pa ba ako nabubuhay para sa kanila....
dahil kahit paano mahal ko sila...
eto na naman ako...
nagsasalita ng magisa...
at maghihintay hanggangg maging kumpleto ka...
i finally done the impossible, i finally said it without too much
stuttering and shaking and in clear words,
probably because all my energy was spent, because i was pulling off
a double shift, floor support for 13+ hours at the time
i was probably too tired to be torpe and said it straight
and yup im not expecting anything, i just wanted to say it and i have
feelings and emotions being kept inside
trying very hard not to let it out
i am such a fool
to say or not to say it i feel im gonna be doomed if i say it
too afraid to speak out
too stupid to let it out
if i say it now its going to end
in one big bang!
but if i dont
its also going to end that way....
i just want to release it and say it
without asking anything in return but just
a release.....
it happened out of nowhere.....
it just happened....
my shitty life is still shitty
my love life is still the same as before..
wandering endlessly in the vast universe of life
my mood is getting darker and darker
im becoming morbid again...
thingking of death, destuction, mayhem, chaos....
but dont get me wrong im not depressed im actually enjoying it..
ive forgotten how to get hurt....
i just dont feel pain anymore......
i thank God for letting me become so numb...
then it just happened... out of the blue i got promoted
oh god! are they really serious!? hehehe
this is gonna be fun, i guess im just to focused on worked and play
now i get to spread my chaos again
oh this is gonna be fun 
coldshaft/wolvy out...........
(Can you feel that?)
(Oh shit)
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing ... in me
(Will you give in to me?)
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon ... in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no, the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon ... in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream!!!!
No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me Oh-oohh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?
Don't do it! You're hurting me Oh-oohh!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die?
Why can't you just fuck off and die?
Why can't you just leave here and die?
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU!!!
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
Would you like to see how it feels mommy?
Here it comes, get ready to die!
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Mad-ness has now come over me
singing my brains out.....
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